Hey, Up Here! by Julie Wallace
I slowly open my eyes for the first time of the day. I am remembering bits and pieces of the dream I was utterly involved in before getting rudely interrupted by the wild call of the alarm. I am in the midst of a hazy remembrance of the dream and a memory, was it a memory of the dream, or of my life. . . ? Oh well, regardless, I am awake now. It is the beginning of a new day. Could this be the day I have waited for my whole life, or will this be another redundant, rut of a day? I can guess by betting on the odds of my past experiences which kind of day it will be. Yep, another shit day. I slide off the sheets into my fuzzy slippers and sluff over to the bathroom for some refreshing splashes of overchlorinated water. While I am in the shower, I do a lot of thinking: deep, lingering thoughts. Actually, I am usually thinking about what I am gonna wear, what is my hair gonna do, and also how I am going to react to the asshole de jour who treats me like a piece of marinated meat. You see, I am a young woman who contributes to the oiling of the corporate machine. I work in Research Triangle Park, and I need to vent. I normally wake up feeling self-assured, motivated, and ready to conquer the universe. Unfortunately, I run into a strong, hard wall. This wall is usually built in the shape of a rather large (not to be a compliment) penis. It usually begins either in my parking lot or the gas station. The typical day for me is to spin into the nearest Zip n Sip and fill up the tank and grab some type of sugar-induced bakery object. What really enrages me is that I cannot even walk into the store to pay for my overpriced rocket fuel without getting whistled at or gawked at, sometimes the jerks even try to talk to me. Normally I am a very civil, somewhat friendly person. But when someone is speaking to me I expect him to look at my face. Unfortunately, the men whom I am describing are not interested in my answers, because I know my words do not spew from my tits. It is obvious that my intriguing conversation about the Twinkies I am holding is not holding his attention. Or is it he just wants to "fill me up" in his own way at the gas station. Hence, the day begins. . . . |